This part really creeps me out. The leader of this tribe walked out, I see headstones just surrounding every inch of my vision. This leader had a person trapped to his back in a curled fetal position. He took him off and he just magically straightened but he was stiff. This dude was the origin of the depopulation idea and upon his request, he was frozen in his body, not dead but eternally alive. Someone asked how that was possible and the leader held up a green rectangular sitting vertical necklace. I wish I remembered what he said it was called.....I am just kicking myself for not remembering that name!!! He explained that upon wearing the necklace, his body becomes instantaneously frozen but he is very well conscious. Kinda looked like this guy.
Friday, December 29, 2023
Mayan Dream
This part really creeps me out. The leader of this tribe walked out, I see headstones just surrounding every inch of my vision. This leader had a person trapped to his back in a curled fetal position. He took him off and he just magically straightened but he was stiff. This dude was the origin of the depopulation idea and upon his request, he was frozen in his body, not dead but eternally alive. Someone asked how that was possible and the leader held up a green rectangular sitting vertical necklace. I wish I remembered what he said it was called.....I am just kicking myself for not remembering that name!!! He explained that upon wearing the necklace, his body becomes instantaneously frozen but he is very well conscious. Kinda looked like this guy.
Thursday, November 2, 2023
Into Outer Space Dream
Current Dream
Lucid dream during a very brief 20 minute nap.
Disclaimer before I get into the dream: For me, personally, when a lucid dream is about to begin, I'll start to see all black. Like, as if that is the signal to my brain that I'm still asleep but about to be lucid and I can continue if I choose or I can wake up to not proceed with a lucid dream (which I have done in the past). Today, however, I choose to go through with it. What I do, is that I try to "clear my mind" and make sure I have no wandering intentional thoughts and just let it happen. By that, I mean that whatever my subconscious wants me to experience, I will just let it happen without any restraint. That usually turns into some very intriguing imagery/dreams. I often wonder if it's astral traveling but by default I will say it's lucid dreaming just in case I am misinterpreting it.
Now the Dream: So this dream started as the darkness I was in slowly and gradually shifted me seeing faces etched in the black. Hard to explain but I was able to see a faint slightly lighter shade of black that showed the outline of only 1 alien face (a grey). I smiled (more like gave out happiness energy) and said "Hi!" and I could have sworn that the alien face gave a faint smile in return. I said more corny stuff like "I hope you have a good day." OMG I am cringing when I think back at it.
The darkness began to shift towards a more golden tone. It was like I was microscopic because it was as if I was looking through a microscope looking at cells. The thing was, I felt like I was THE CELL. I felt so miniscule, tiny, irrelevant and all around...vulnerable. I almost immediately began to feel uncomfortable and focused my energy to change the dream.
Next, I was sitting along the stairs of a very, very narrow staircase in a house. It had soft grey walls everywhere around me but the whole feeling just felt off as fuck. Like I felt this dark and unwelcoming energy around me. Without warning, or even my own intention, I started floating away from the house. It was very slow and dramatic as I was zooming out of the house but it wasn't until I was long enough to way when I got a good look at the house I was in. It was a small but thin and tall house enveloped in...darkness.
In a split second I felt myself getting dragged downward. My first thought was I was going into a hell-like realm. All I know is that the feeling of being dragged down equals nothing good to come of it and this is when I used my intention.
As I was rapidly being pulled under further into darkess and the house getting smaller and smaller in the distance, I panicked but at the same time tried to calm myself and made the intention of going upward. It was not immediate as I was still getting sucked under but the rate seemed to decrease and I didn't descend as fast as I originally was.
Finally, there came a point where I was now able to fly upwards! Above me and the only thing I was facing was what looked like the sun. I could not feel any coldness nor warmth but I saw the sun and I concentrated on it and continued to go towards it. It honestly felt amazing for the lifting feeling.
Once I got to what I thought was a reasonable distance, I wanted to look what I left behind. However, what was below me now seemed to puzzle me.
It was presumably the earth but it did not resemble the earth at all. I might have been on another planet. That's not the only weird thing about it. I could see the landscapes but the truly peculiar thing about it was that there was constant changes in the geography. Mini landmasses would disappear or reappear. Parts of this planet was slowly being enveloped by grey masses. Could have been cloud but it did not necessarily look like clouds as it was all 1 uniform color all over the world and it did not have any fading to it. It was a solid dark grey that was patching the planet. I got the feeling as if I was looking at this planet with time was moving at an incredible pace and I saw the Fast Forward to the planet through the decades, perhaps even hundreds of years. It moved so fast before my eyes and I was fixed on this Fast Forward of the change in geography for quite some time, albeit in slight confusion more than fascination. I finally zoomed out much far enough to see the planet as a whole and wow. Majority of the planet was covered in that solid dark grey blob as opposed to it started out in tiny blogs. I started to get frightened on what or why of the cause of this.
If I was able to see the planet as a whole, then that means I am finally in outer space! This is when I got hella excited because I (being lucid) hadn't had a dream being in outer space for an extremely long time. Talking years. So I decided to zoom around the cosmos.
I don't think I even got far but just in the "neighborhood" as they say. I zoomed to take a look at other planets and various other space clouds that had a dark purple/blue tone to what I was able to see. While I was fangirling the universe, I had this sinking feeling of that same microscopic feeling of my existence. I felt so tiny and miniscule as if at any point I could get squashed by a hurtling meteorite millions of time my size. Not an exaggeration, I seriously felt that tiny.
I tried to not let it phase me and tried to enjoy myself and awed by the beauty of outer space. In the beginning of my trip, I saw what resembled a black hole but ignored it but at the very end after I saw all the neat space stuff, my curiousity got the better of me and I wanted to see what it really felt like to go in a black hole. So my dumb ass made the bee line towards it.
The black hole looked so small from so far away and had a dark purple tinge to it. It was almost hypnotizing to how intrigued I was. However, the closer I got to this black hole, the more FORCE it had. I felt the abruptly immense change in gravitational force. It was incredible to experience that strong force! I also noticed that accompanied with the feeling of that force, I felt my change in breathing. Weird. I was struggling to breath and this black hole was literally sucking the air out of my lungs! I know you can't breathe in outer space.
Really, though. It was crazy how quickly and immense these effects were and I got closer and closer and before I knew it, I was at the point where I realized I was finally entering this fucking black hole. Dead ass.
I gasped awake. However, I was still in my dreamstate!!! The freaky part is that when I woke up, I woke up in this research/hospital like center. I was in a white room and jesus christ everything in this room was white. I was on a white bed, white covers. I gasped for air as I awoke and I was shooketh. I looked to my right and there is a woman wearing all white typing on a computer or something and the only thing she said was "Sorry, looks like it didn't pan out well for you." Or something along those lines to refer to the abrupt awakening. I was freaked out.
And then I woke up FOR REAL this time. This entire dream was during a 20 minute nap. Crazy!!!!!
Monday, October 23, 2023
Another Dimension Dream
Current Dream!
I was in a dark dimension where the ground and the sky was almost pitch black. It was very hard to see but I had enough vision to see that there were other people scattered around me. We were all running for our lives. In the distance were immensely tall beings about the size of a 3 story house. It was crazy to see how they looked in comparison in to the people running. They were bulky as hell too. I could hear screams coming in all directions as we were all running for our lives. Off in the distance I could see these dark beings attack people were lasers. Almost seemed like they were randomly chosen. It was extremely scary as I was all alone with no group to be running with. I was just running trying to get far away as I possibly can.
In a split second I transitioned to either another dream or another landscape.
Hella weird because I was now in this video game cartoony land. It was pixelated and so many bright and vivid colors. I hovered in front of the video game title and for the life of me I cannot remember but it was a popular (albeit likely fictional) video game. It resembled Minecraft in a sense.
I appeared on a 2nd floor but I hovered there. My arms were supporting and while other people were carrying a conversation I just did pushups?? Yeah I was doing pushups I don't fucking know why lol. I guess I wanted to look like I was doing at least something!
Eventually, their conversation morphed into "Why did we get magically teleported here?" The other person makes a startling thought provoking answer "Maybe it was our parallel selves and they want to warn us." It was something ominous to that extent.
My mind was blown!
But then I woke up.
Thursday, October 5, 2023
Blonde Woman's Death Dream
The men in the car are astounded. The blonde woman steals the car with the brunette woman and calmly drives off.
In a flash of a second I see images before my eyes how this blonde woman bounded and gagged the brunette woman and torturing her with a knife, cutting her all over her body with her blood curdling screams.
The next scene you hear a calm brunette girl like she is narrating to an interviewer in her ordeal. You could now hear her narration of what was going through her head and how she felt while I see the current images when the blonde is driving the stolen car, now on a highway. She managed to untie herself and looked to the front seat. She knew she was going to drive her to an isolated place and kill her so she was trying to put make the car flip over, even if that meant killing herself. She first tried to throw an apple but did nothing. Next, she lounged for the steering wheel and sharply turned. The car drastically flipped over the highway, ejecting both women.
The brunette was still talking on her desperation of how much she wanted to be free. Well she had a few scrapes and bruises but obviously survived. Even though the image was never shown in my dream, it was still graphic and creepy hearing it from her mouth on what she witnessed. Her voice, still sounded traumatized but still alive said the blonde woman got ejected at a great height, towards electricity poles and landed on those poles from between her legs and instantly died. I'm a bit weirded out why I wasn't chosen to see that image in my dream but still...sounds like I it would be too much for me to see.
Friday, September 29, 2023
Terrorist Dream
So anyway I ran up to some building and a terrorist was going through there too. I was in a room with a couple of other people. They quickly hid before the terrorist came in. Stupid me, I did nada. I just stood there like nothing (because of me not being scared of death anymore) The terrorist came in, quickly had the gun up. Originally pointed at my head, but quickly tilted it and shot my right leg. I went down, but obviously still alive and felt no pain.
Yeah the dream was rather morbid but still scared the shit out of me. I don't know why I keep having dreams of planes crashing. This is like my 4th or 5th dream of a similar senario. It totally creeps me out. I am definetly scared of planes because of 9-11 and of my recurring nightmares.
Tuesday, September 12, 2023
Space Hell Deam
I had an amazing dream that I was in SPACE! It was only myself. Even though I had no physical body the thing I instantly realized it was my soul I suppose wandering the cosmos. There was heavy metal music blazing and I was incredibly intrigued almost like my dream come true, having to experience my 2 passions in life! MY soul traveled great distances I got to see awesome sights of the universe it was so breath taking. I looked to my side and I see clusters among clusters of meteors. That must of been millions of those I thought to myself. I was having the time of my life that is until......after looking at the meters and rocks around me I then saw from a great distance red gases. It quickly formed into 2 eyes and a smile directing right at me.
Urgency was just eminating from me. I spent the remainder of the time searching franticly for a way to get out for all I knew I was in tempted in HELL! I then found the whitest clouds ever! The thought didn't cross my mind why CLOUDS where in space as far as I was concerned that was Heaven.
I went closer and closer. The metal music played and for a split second I nearly got tempted again. Yet the louder the heavy metal was playing more darkness was consuming the white clouds. I didn't want the white clouds to go away. I convinced myself to tune out the music and quickly I became closer to these white clouds. I landed on super green grass and the sky was so baby blue I HAD A BODY AGAIN!!! A rush of feelings went through my head that there wasn't a such thing a sin. Wow. No arguements, no murders and no war.
Wednesday, September 6, 2023
Car Plunge Dream
So he continued driving but he then approached an extremely narrow one lane road. Seriously narrow. Worse yet this road was elevated, something like a bridge but without sides, it's just the elevated road and a vertical drop on the sides. Since it was late at night, all I saw was pitch black to the left and right. So I don't know if he was sleepy or intoxicated but after a few seconds on the road he makes a random swerve and the car drifts off descending in the unknown pitch blackness. The fall felt like forever. I was screaming for a few seconds.but then I made myseld stop and tried to comfort my son who is also freaking out. Oddly enough, I didn't hear any feedback from IRL life partner.
The car lands but still going further down a rocky road. And all of a sudden our car like magically appears in a living room of a random house!
Say what? Yup, dreams make drastic scenery change so weirdly.