Death of My Grandmother Dream

 Date of Dream: Unknown

Dream from my archives

(This one is a very hard one to write because my grandma died in a terrible way a few years ago. The dream I had took place not too long after she passed.)

This dream had me in this very dark realm. The evilness from is was emanting nothing but depression and sadness. The sky was almost black but with a dark red tinge to it. I was walking outside by these dilapidated cars nearby by and I seriously couldn't see any one at all. Not a single person in sight. The surrounds resembles very much like the Upside Down from Stranger Things. That is, until I saw her.

My grandmother. I think I asked her why she was here and she said  "I killed myself and now I am in Hell. It's so terrible here. Just so many bodies."

The sadness in her voice was just too depressing beyond words. I honestly couldn't recall much further on our conversation. However, it was very brief. She said she doesn't have much time left to talk to me and she had to go.

I begged her not to leave me. I begged her not to go. I really did not want her to leave and I definitely want to tell her how much I love her. But before I knew it, a split seconds time, her face and whole body did a weird morph. I felt her presence no longer in front of me but there was still clearly a body in front of me. A woman but it was as if there was a body switch of some sort. The woman who was before me was a complete stranger and looked at me with the same level of confused as I.

I just remember being so sad. Sad she claimed she is in Hell and sad I never got to say how much I love and miss her. 

Dream Ended.

This dream has always puzzled me through the years. First off, the fact she claimed she killed herself. The way she died was in an accident as a result from someone else. A case that was documented and taken to court. Not by suicide at all. I do wonder what she meant by that or if that there was something more to her death. I was still mourning her death and a lot of that stemmed from guilt that I didn't visit or call her much at all years leading up to it. So much guilt. I always took for granted that she was always going to be there but I realized that way too late. A lot of that guilt was I remember my mom telling me to call grandma to tell her happy birthday just a few weeks before but I was too scatterbrained I ended up never doing it. Why the fuck didn't I just call my grandmother? I beat myself up everyday thinking about how selfish I was and how terrible of granddaughter I was to her. I hope she knows she gave me a lot of happy memories as a child. I was too depressed to want to do much of anything and I could I could have just mustered up the energy to call just wish her a hapy birthday that day. That could have been the last good interaction but I was too depressed to do anything about it. I'm so sorry.

Confuzzled Corpse Dream

Date of dream: unknown

Dream from my archives

Okay so I was looking out of my window looking on the streets. It was so gloomy and shady skies because of the rain and everything. The street closest to me lied a decaying grey-like corpse wrapped in a plastic bag with both it's legs amputated. At first, was nothing. Just eerie silence as the rain pounded on the bag as cars passing by (but not running the corpse dead flat) so like a cheap horror movie, the eyes of the corpse fling open and slowly trying to sit up. Quickly grew legs and stood up as cars were coming the opposite direction he eyes were pointed. After he stood up, he began moving fast paced and jumping on cars making weird walking movements. Police went on the scene in a matter of seconds trying to catch this unknown evil but he was too fast paced for the growing number of police chasing after him. It quickly became sunlight and he approached a group of campers in a mountain range (as changing from a city to the country location in a snap is so common in dreams) One woman that I played in my dream and I could see through her eyes, saw this corpse. Freaked out, I run up and up the mountains and stupid 'ol brains make a leap down below. I'm looking as I'm falling down to a swamp-like ground but I knew some of the swamp had some rock covered in vines so there was a possiblility I could have leaped to my death. Alas, I fell into water.

Then I woke up.

Haunted Hotel

 Date of dream dreamt: March 11, 2023

Me, partner and son check in to this hotel but it has a very dark presence to it.

Partner and I are in one room and son in another. I remember partner was constantly asking to leave this place because he felt such evil vibes to it. I talked him out of it and said it was only one night so we should brave through this night even though I felt the exact same evil vibe he was. We were watching a movie when all of a sudden it blanked out and the tv turned itself off. I turned on the TV again and it had this pink screen with white letters on it but I wasn't able to read what it said. There was also a man's voice and was starting to say something but partner turned it off because I could not register what the man said. He had a monotone voice and unfortunately I still had no idea what he said or could have said. 

So we're in bed and I'm half naked from the waist down but I get this overwhelming urgency to just get up and get ready to leave. Partner was in what I believe to be possessed because his whole demeanor changed in an instant. He was physically holding me down to prevent me from even getting up! He had this evil smirk on his face too.

Right before my eyes, I see this entity wanting to kill us as if it were part of a movie. I hear a banging on the door. I assume it was my son so I yell for him to call 911 and that "he" is refusing to let me leave. I never heard his voice behind the door to know for sure if that was really him.

Flash forward because I had no idea how we were able to leave the hotel but we did. We were in the car as we were driving past the window because of a red stop light, I tried to turn away and not look. Partner had a gun weirdly shaped and had me try to aim it for him. That was when I looked at the window. There was a figure in all black with a scary white mask on. Never moved but aiming it was super difficult because my hands kept shaking. All I heard was a shot, I didn't see whether it hit to figure or not but the presence still freaked me out.

Jesus Dream

Date of Dream: Unknown

Dream from my archives

The dream showed numerous people dying like in freak accidents and stuff. For instance first it has me falling from the sky and I landed in the swimming pool and it made a huge SPLASH! I knew I was going to die. However I at least wanted to make it up to the surface before I do. Somehow or someway I got the energy and made it to the surface. Then my body changed. It was no longer me that was going to die, but a man in the mid 30's. The man sat up and the two other men who witnessed it rushed over to him and asked if he was okay. The three were conversing. 

The next part the two men claim was that before the man died...they thought he was talking to himself. Apparently there was another person he was talking to and for some reason the two other men couldn't see him. There was no one there.

The man who was about to die...through his eyes while he was talking to the two men before, he saw in the distance the fourth man. Resembling Jesus. He had a surfboard (hey..don't laugh) and trunks and was swimming directly to him. (Remember the two other men couldn;t see him) He was tall and built with lengthy just above shoulder length brown wavy hair with bold brown eyes.

Both of them had a brief talk. He asked Jesus why he was chosen to die. Jesus replied that he was not the one responsible for it and he just "takes orders". 

"Everything doesn't seem fair" he says. 

"Death is something everyone can't avoid."

The next thing...I woke up from the dream with violent thunderstorms.

Killing Spree Dream

Date of Dream: Unknown

Dream from my archives

Some demented guy walked in some office and took out his gun and began shooting everyone! It was weird because in my dream, I had deja vu and knew where he was going and I had these weird visions of where he'd start shooting, where he'd go next and so on. So I hid just out of his reach as he shot everyone in his sight.

It began as I was in the hallway and there was RORSCHACH! ((in Watchmen, the guy in the trenchcoat with the white mask of the constantly changing ink blots)) He was standing in the hallway in a fake decoy attempt to kill someone that obviously failed in order to divert attention from the actual killing spree. After I saw that he failed to kill the man, I turned around and I saw an old man with grey hair go into a room and took out his gun and began just non stop shooting everyone!

I then had a vision that if I went inside that I saw upon more closer when he pulled out his gun and shot everyonw in the room. This vision prevented me from entering the room after the fake attempt. Immediatly after I saw him shooting I turned around thinking where to run and the second I turn around in the lobby, I HAD ANOTHER VISION! That the man went straight to the lobby, where a line of african women were and he shot all of them. So I immediatly turn to the door. ANOTHER VISION! Going to the door, another man was going towards the door, but not dast enough, and the old man saw and shot him on his way to the lobby. So I immediately ran like hell to the door and I came out and survived in one piece...

wow...how creepy.

Dad and the Store Dream

Current dream. Date of dream: January 17, 2023

I was in a car with my family. I was in the passenger seat and I look to my left and it's my dad! He's driving. (He's passed away IRL) We were on paved roads and then he says to me that we're now going to drive in the "ghetto" or some equivalent to that word. We went from paved roads to a dirt road now. I was expecting more of being in a dangerous area but it was really more along the lines of dilapidated or extremely low quality houses and businesses we passed by. I recalled passing by an auto shop. For some reason it really gave me the creeps. Not in a fearing for my safety but more of this area is abandoned and unkempt. Very outdated and dirty everywhere. We then drove to a shopping strip where it seemed to have the same environment but at the same time it felt weirdly nostalgic to me.

I was looking wide eyed at it as if I unlocked a special core memory there. I can still remember feeling so amazed as if I haven't been in this once loving area in literal years.

So we all went inside a store or some Mexican mercado of sorts. We grabbed with white styrophone cup with some weird soup in it and my dad went to the counter to pay. I could now see his entirety of his face and body. He had clothes I recalled seeing him wearing in an old photo IRL. A black rock radio station t shirt very outdated but it was current at the time of the IRL picture that he wore in my dream. He was also looking like the slim body build which is exactly like the picture. Myself was in my younger elementary aged body (I was 6 at the time he died).So in this dream I was my 6 year old self. I remember hovering up a little by some unknown force and bear hugged him from behind. My hands wrapped around his upper chest and gave him such the warmest hug I could possibly give. As soon as I hugged him I said "I love you daddy." And buried my face in his back. I remember feeling so much warmth and love to see my dad again. I don't recall him reacting to hugging him but regardless I still felt happiness and at peace just at the opportunity to hug him.

I woke up. 

The Girl in Blue

Date of Dream: January 12, 2023

I was in a huge complex. I stepped outside and I remember seeing pretty broad decorations. On the 2nd floor I looked up at one it I saw a scary clown that resembled Pennywise the clown from Stephen Kings It. Any way as I was walking back to my door I saw a woman come out of a door to my left and knocked on my door. Since I was already there I went up to her and said " Hey, I live here, what can I help you with?" And this girl just stared at me. She was about my height, had tan skin so she looked either Mexican or Persian but her eyes looked weird. They were blood shot red but her facial expression looked disturbing. She gave such a creepy smile. I repeated myself and she has never said a word at all. I then decided to put myself between the door so she wouldn't sneak in. A couple of people nearby noticed and tried to restrain her. I took this opportunity to try to run inside. I had this weird feeling each time I was close to closing and locking the door that everytime she broke free, time seemed to have slowed down for me and she would always come back and reach the door. This happened two times. The surrounding people were now gone. She was thrown to the stairs nearby and her whole body contortion tripped me out. Her mannerisms didn't even look human. Disturbing. Looked like I finally had ample time and time flowed fast running back to the door but when it came time to close and lock it she moved quickly and reached the door at godspeed. I was so helpless I remember doing my last resort to hold my hand up in front of her and say "The power of Christ compels you!" I said it in such a cringe meme way too. Bruh. She disappeared in an instant! Shocked, I finally ran back to my door and successfully closed and locked it with ease.

I woke up.

Also, I'm atheist so WHAT THE FUCK