Dad and the Store Dream

Current dream. Date of dream: January 17, 2023

I was in a car with my family. I was in the passenger seat and I look to my left and it's my dad! He's driving. (He's passed away IRL) We were on paved roads and then he says to me that we're now going to drive in the "ghetto" or some equivalent to that word. We went from paved roads to a dirt road now. I was expecting more of being in a dangerous area but it was really more along the lines of dilapidated or extremely low quality houses and businesses we passed by. I recalled passing by an auto shop. For some reason it really gave me the creeps. Not in a fearing for my safety but more of this area is abandoned and unkempt. Very outdated and dirty everywhere. We then drove to a shopping strip where it seemed to have the same environment but at the same time it felt weirdly nostalgic to me.

I was looking wide eyed at it as if I unlocked a special core memory there. I can still remember feeling so amazed as if I haven't been in this once loving area in literal years.

So we all went inside a store or some Mexican mercado of sorts. We grabbed with white styrophone cup with some weird soup in it and my dad went to the counter to pay. I could now see his entirety of his face and body. He had clothes I recalled seeing him wearing in an old photo IRL. A black rock radio station t shirt very outdated but it was current at the time of the IRL picture that he wore in my dream. He was also looking like the slim body build which is exactly like the picture. Myself was in my younger elementary aged body (I was 6 at the time he died).So in this dream I was my 6 year old self. I remember hovering up a little by some unknown force and bear hugged him from behind. My hands wrapped around his upper chest and gave him such the warmest hug I could possibly give. As soon as I hugged him I said "I love you daddy." And buried my face in his back. I remember feeling so much warmth and love to see my dad again. I don't recall him reacting to hugging him but regardless I still felt happiness and at peace just at the opportunity to hug him.

I woke up. 

The Girl in Blue

Date of Dream: January 12, 2023

I was in a huge complex. I stepped outside and I remember seeing pretty broad decorations. On the 2nd floor I looked up at one it I saw a scary clown that resembled Pennywise the clown from Stephen Kings It. Any way as I was walking back to my door I saw a woman come out of a door to my left and knocked on my door. Since I was already there I went up to her and said " Hey, I live here, what can I help you with?" And this girl just stared at me. She was about my height, had tan skin so she looked either Mexican or Persian but her eyes looked weird. They were blood shot red but her facial expression looked disturbing. She gave such a creepy smile. I repeated myself and she has never said a word at all. I then decided to put myself between the door so she wouldn't sneak in. A couple of people nearby noticed and tried to restrain her. I took this opportunity to try to run inside. I had this weird feeling each time I was close to closing and locking the door that everytime she broke free, time seemed to have slowed down for me and she would always come back and reach the door. This happened two times. The surrounding people were now gone. She was thrown to the stairs nearby and her whole body contortion tripped me out. Her mannerisms didn't even look human. Disturbing. Looked like I finally had ample time and time flowed fast running back to the door but when it came time to close and lock it she moved quickly and reached the door at godspeed. I was so helpless I remember doing my last resort to hold my hand up in front of her and say "The power of Christ compels you!" I said it in such a cringe meme way too. Bruh. She disappeared in an instant! Shocked, I finally ran back to my door and successfully closed and locked it with ease.

I woke up.

Also, I'm atheist so WHAT THE FUCK