Saturday, June 15, 2024

Souls in the Forest Dream


Date of dream: June 15, 2024
Current Dream

It was night time and I was sitting in a circle of 3 to 4 other peers 1 guy and 2 women I think. One girl (introduced to herself as Alex?) initiated conversation about me talking how she is friends (even BFFs) with my sis in law, A. I hate A so I rolled my eyes and looked the other way while she was complimenting her how nice she is and how she often has to stick up for her when she gets herself in trouble. Almost in the same sentence she mentions the word "dream" which triggered me to ask Alex "Do you ever dream of being in a dark forest?" She quickly says yes.

"Like this over there!"

I pointed to my right because,  well we were literally in the dark forest and it was extremely dark we couldn't see through and could only see the faint light from above. As dark as the forest was, there was an almost perfect circle cutout area where we were sitting. The dark trees were all evenly outlining the outside of the circle. So that was weird. It was like someone took a cookie cutter and removed this area in the dark forest that we were now conversing in.

Looking at the clouds, it had a sunsetting glow. I didn't see any sun but I saw a small fraction of the clouds had the most gorgeous shades of pale orange and hot pink in the distance. Itwas rather vibrant. It looked pretty damn close to this:


When my eyes turned back to the dark forest, we saw swirls of wispy white clouds that was ground level. It was uneven almost like a tornado but my mind at the time never once thought of it as a tornado because it was infact souls. Not sure if any one in the group said it but it may have been imprinted in my subconscious. There was uneven wispy souls rapidly going in the same direction but different trajectories at the same time. Some of us got intrigued and walked over there to the area and stand in it, including myself. I was pretty entranced by it and it was a very peculiar yet thrilling experience.

As soon as I stepped inside and those white wispy souls flew, they literally just flew in and out of me and I felt their transference of energy. The bigger the souls/wispy clouds, the much intensity of it felt. I went through the thick group of souls at least once (maybe twice) and when it through my entire body I felt a strange feeling of just how immense of a number of souls that were in there...like in the hundreds at least! The intensity was strong, it knocked me off my feet and almost to the ground. It was very, very peculiar and felt very spiritual. 

I tried to wake up to remember and write down this dream but funny thing along the way there...I had a false awakening and in this next dream I was seen trying to recall and write down this exact dream until I found I was still dreaming!!! LoL.

Then I woke up for real this time.

Monday, June 3, 2024

Teen Son As A Baby Dream

Date dreamt: June 3, 2024
Current Dream

Brief Dream but I felt so overwhelmed by emotions. In this dream I woke up in the middle of the night and heard a baby cry. Something particular about this cry concerned me. The cry was long and drawn out and sounded exhausted as if the baby had been crying a while already. 

I immediately got out of bed and put on a gray robe and I walked over to the door on my right and opened it. As soon as I opened the door, there was a warm yellow night light already on to the left of the room and in the light clear as day I saw my teenaged son. Except he was his 2 year old self. I saw him sitting there by himself on the bed with swollen red eyes like he had been crying a long time. I didn't even catch him mid cry when I opened the door despite what I heard prior to. It was almost like he had been expecting me for a while. I said to him in the most nurturing mother kind of way "Why are you crying? You are starting to worry mommy."

I looked down and noticed his blanket was on the left side of the floor by the bed (also on the left most side of the room). I asked him if he wanted me to put the blanket over him and tuck him in. He said yes and started moving into a laying down position for bed. As I was grabbing the blanket I told him that he next time he needed anything he needs to go to our room and walk through to ask us. 

Then I woke up. 

No idea why but I took this way harder than I should have upon waking up. I cannot stop crying thinking back on this dream. It was overwhelming for the fact I heard my baby cry and seeing the despair on his face. It was more regret that I wished I stayed in the dream longer so I could pick him up and hug him and kiss him and tell him mommy loves him and that everything is going to be okay. It almost felt like it was connected to another dream I had of my son as a baby where the dream ended when I set him down to bed after we had a long nurturing mother to son talk about life and stuff. I also woke up crying because I never got to saya proper goodnight. Both dreams felt super connected and sensitive to me as I feel such a strong spiritual connection to my son as a baby.  Both dreams I woke up thinking to myself that I wanted to go back to the dream for the proper closure.

I'm still crying as I'm typing this out. Just felt so surreal.