Death At A Wedding Dream

Date of Dream: December 28,2022

YO FOR ONCE THIS IS A RECENT DREAM! I THINKING RESUMING THIS DREAM JOURNAL IS ACTIVELY HELPING ME REMEMBER MY DREAMS MORE AND MORE! 

I was standing in this wedding reception with a bunch of beautiful ladies in dresses around me that was eventually forming a line. I was purposely meant to stand to the side away from them. Why? Because I was the bride to be! I was wearing a beautiful wedding dress and I remember feeling so much love for the person I was going to marry. He never appeared in my dream but it was like an automatic memory. The man I was about to marry was a man I barely knew IRL but haven't seen or spoken to in over 4 years from today. He is such a stranger to me IRL but I remember just feeling so in love with him and how esthatic I was that I was going to marry him. His name is Rick and he was like 10 year older than me. 

The next moment I remember I was standing at the window of a very tall (yet unknown number of stories) building. I saw my 15 year old nephew, Richard, but in the body of his 8 year old self stand literally outside on the roof of an adjacent outside window. He had a big black fish that was attached to his right arm but from my point of view it was on the left side of my vision. He had the biggest smile on his face and was waving frantically. I was so happy to see him and in that instance I remember feeling so happy he was happy to see and wave at me (IRL we aren't that close anymore and he ignores me nowadays). But the black fish that was attached to his arm looked weightless. He almost covered his entire arm and he was also waving that fish arm effortlessly contrary to how elongated and wide the fish was. I was not under the impression the fish was alive as I did not see see the fish move at all unless Richard waved his arm.

In a split second Richard was in the room with me also staring out the window. I don't recall seeing the black fish anymore. However, what I saw next changed my fucking life.

My 14 year old nephew, Alex, that is also in a younger version of himself. I would describe around 7-9 years old. He was OUTSIDE the window and just looking away from me. All I see is his back and side profile. It was a small ledge and he wasn't moving. In order to avoid causing a panic I tried to calming beckon him to step back inside the room. Weird thing though, I kept calling him Chris (my ex husband and father to my son). "Chris, please step inside the room like right now." I repeated this sentence three times.

Without warning, he slowly just stepped OFF THE LEDGE and fell to his death. In shock I looked away but I looked at Richard who screamed his head off and had the most grueling saddest and most horrified expression on his face. He cried instantly. I started bawling instantly and I didn't want to believe it. I kept asking "Did he really fall?!?" I was in denial I so did NOT want to believe that I saw my own nephew fall to his death.

I quickly closed the window and tried to immediately call 911. I flat out refused to look outside the window for fear of what I might see.

END OF DREAM

I woke up. I have a Fitbit and my heart was RACING however my heart rate said I was at 82 BPM. 

Nemesis Dream

*Originally dreamt: September 4, 2004*

*Dream from my archives*

The Nemesis Dream

This dream was like I was watching yet living a scene off of Resident Evil: Apocalypse. I was among the people in the building running through to an escape. I see a group just standing there and against them was a sheet of glass and a guy was glaring at us. I yelled to the guy "Get away! He's a zombie!" but it was too late, the zombie managed to break through the glass and claimed it's first victim. We immediately run and left the victim for dead (SHAME ON US).

The next scene I see a guy running down the stairs exclaiming that his buddy is dead and then ran into a room. A black girl was there already staring at the mirror. At that point it was common knowledge in this dream that once a person dies, there is a chance for that person to be brought back to life but it was impossible in this case because of the room's reclusive space. In that same room I saw the mirror and written on the bottom in bold black ink were the words "I so killed him" (teeny humorous right?)

We next were at the supermarket (don't know why) and of course we are running. We come across an old woman in a with cane and wearing a shawl and asks us in a sweet tone "Would you like some fishes?" Seemed like an obvious disguise of a zombie (like you see in corny zombie horror movies) so we walked right past her. I tried to tell the people behind me to do the same but it was too late and I saw before my eyes the old woman claim yet another victim. We are now running through the aisles and I see the same old woman chasing us now (running, can you believe that?). I eventually stranded off which was a horrible mistake now that 2 woman zombies were chasing me. I climbed on a metal wall and threw whatever I could at the both of them since it seemed that they couldn't climb after me. One of the zombies finally spoke to me in a slow, evil and sinister tone "Since we can't get to you, there is someone that would". In the middle of this, my mind instantly flashed to a vision of seeing a creepy haunted-looking house sitting on top of a hill in the midst of a murky green colored clouds surrounding. The information suddenly dawned on me as I was seeing this house hinting at the existence of Resident Evil's Nemesis: The only way to kill him if the "seven souls" trace to that house on the hill which transforms the house to metal, thus making powerless to Nemesis but if a single soul is the only one near it instead of all at once, he senses and tracks down to destroy the "soul".

Whoa.

Vampire Island

*Date of dream unknown*

*Dream from my archives*

I was shopping at a Maci's-like store and it was closing. I was shopping with a friend (who I have never seen in real life). Turns out, this store was placed at the top of a gigantic hill. We were looking down and saw nothing but mud and it was impossible to walk down....we had to jump and SLIDE down. It was an immense drop, many hundreds of feet from the sea level and drastic slopes. The friend and I slide the first level and once we reached a small flat plane we didn't want to slide further down so we turned back and found a small building.

I looked out a small opening and I see a huge lake with a boat filled with people. It almost felt like the following information got implanted in my brain the second I saw these people and I said out loud "They are vampires!! They are disguised to look friendly but will use the humans for their gain and then will dispose and kills us when they get the chance!" The boat approached the shore and I see the cheery vampires hop out looking like those wack ass vampires from the Twilight movies. They greeeted us, humans but the second we trusted them, they turned into grotesque beings who would send us out on missions. Crazy.

One mission I actually remember was when a young man (looks like the eldest dude in Narnia) broke inside a penetentiary and rescue a badly bruised man and help him escape to the vampires island. It was night time and I see the young man aided the brutally beaten man with his arm around him helping him limp/walk out of the penetentiary. The bruised man looked hella creepy, similiar to Beetlejuice where the people wait in the deceased waiting room in the after life...that skinny guy that got ran over. Well for those who didnt see Beetlejuice, this guy had a normal sized head but the rest of his body was bone thin, and bloodied all over. Creepier when you actually see it. A guard saw them and walk beside them to try to stop them but the young man, as he was intructed to do, turned around and stabbed the guard to death. They walked out free and mentioned something about Elmo's Fire. I totally didnt get what that meant.

That was the end of my dream.

Sky Dream

*Date of dream unknown*

*Dream from my archives*

I shit you not it's not often waking up in the middle of the night and getting so mind fucked over a dream that seemed beyond a dream but hinted its propheticness of some sort. Mine was freakiest of freaky. Myself among a vast number of people were conformed to this religion (or cult?) or some sort. All of us were wearing cloaks in blood red but the collars (?) were black rimmed. I purchased a triangle shaped idol and placed it on the altar, the Leader (an asian guy with a golden mirror imaged triangle on his head) corrected me and advised me to place the triangle pointed downward. I stepped out side, the sky seemed so vast and immense in width and height, it was nearly at ground level, still a beautiful sight none the less. Trippy sight still. I though to myself "just not too long ago there was unstable weather all these other places and now....the sky is increasingly clearing...now everywhere will be cleansed clear." This auto thought seemed like I was talking more metaphorically (NWO style with globalization united under 1 religion kind of thing) instead of literal. I woke up with the heebiest of jeebies. Felt like this was a strong message I was supposed to perceive from this. Crazy 'ol me you know. Still....felt disturbed I'm not a damn conformist cult freak! SERIOUSLY FELT LIKE MY BRAIN WAS WARPED IN THE DREAM..SORRY FORTHE CAPS LOCK MY PHONE SUCKS AND I AM TOO LAZY TO SWITCH IT BACK.

Clay Apocalypse

*Date of dream unknown*

*Dream from my archives*

A few days ago I had a very impressionable dream and it still sticks with me now. Despite the dream was very brief, it left a scary feeling of impending doom-like apocalypse cooky feeling on me that I havent been able to shake off. Anyway I was in space in this dream AND I looked at the earth but the earth was like made out of clay or play dough stuff. A person was narrarating telling me how the world will end. He said bombs will be set off locally every single place in the world. I see the earth immediately see it riddled with holes. It was a frightening sight to see the earth so destoryed. For it being clay it still looked just as terrifying. The man also said 1 trillion will die. Probably didnt mean just humans but creatures as well. That image alone and the message. I woke up mystified. Crazy dream, I hope to get that image ot of head SO I can function well enough again.

Water Dream

*original date of dream unknown*

*Archived dream*

The dream began as me being inside an ugly rusted colored cellar. It was HUGE. Even though I didn't question it at the time, inside the cellar, there was water swishing back and forth with immense strength and roaring as the water pounded against the wall.

I got in the water as it carried me effortlessly and quickly to the other side I began to think to myself now WHY would there be water in this gigantic cellar?? And more weirdly, why was this water being bombarded by this mysterious, strong, roaring force to cause continuous shifts from the front to the back of the cellar?? Being in this huge room myself I didn't feel any movement whatsoever to cause this water to constantly shift.....but I had an evil feeling that I was being intentionally trapped in here and wasn't expected to come out alive....

So after getting in the water, the tide reached an unspeakable (not to mention very forceful) height and I was able to grab and climb on a thin ledge. And with my bare feet I walked along this disgusting rusty floor...another thing that caught my attention: The floor I was walking on was HOTT!! Why or what would cause this floor to be warm?? I Then began to panic as I couldn't find a door to my escape and panicing more because of the immense heat my bare feet revealed the true temperature of the floor!! Frantically looking everywhere for a place to exit I had a vision that struck me before my eyes...seing through the eyes of a man that was previously trapped in an identical room as mine. He found a door and was yelling at a bystander to help him. The bystander didn't do anything besides just staring at him.

From that vision, I found the exact location of the door and freed myself. Walking to the outside where it was sunny and I could feel the fresh air blowing against my face at last.........

Sounds like it could mean a spiritual enlightenment dream.

Cartoon Killing Dream

*Original date of dream unknown. From my Archives.*

The dream started off with a con man in a white suit going up to a group of business men and women as he was showing them a presentation. They were in a big room with the light turned out where there is a projector with a power point-like presentation.

the next thing I see on the white screen is an iconic image, incorporated into a cartoon. It was a still image and it had a reptile on it. I wish I could remember more. To the audience's amazement, they saw that this still image because to move, blood was dripping down on one of the character's face. Shortly after that, the reptile began to move.

My point of view (I was looking through as if I were the camera) was focused on the image the entire time. Shadows begun to emerge and when an audience member stood up, the reptile attacked that person! Split second later I hear blood curdling screams as multiple shadows emerge and go on a killing spree. once again, I didn't see the actual killing, since my view was fixed on the image and I could only see the shadows. The screams were very distinct and so unlike any screams I have hear in previous dreams. Top 5 in one of my most morbid dreams ever.

Dead Resurrection Dream

*original date of dream unknown*

The dream started out with a man driving a very odd looking car. It was huge and box shaped, like what you would see on the other side of the world when 2 are getting hitched and people lift and carry the huge thing they are sitting on. The thing was...THIS WAS A CAR it was white and had a lot of decorations on it. Instead of celebrating a joyous occassion, this was actually to be carrying a deceased person.

For some odd reason, this funeral was taking place in the middle of a freaking swamp with light brown colored mud EVERYWHERE. The white box car had to stop, since it couldn't go any further. He stepped out and proceeded to take out the body. He wasn't in a coffin at ALL, just laying down on a board with the top of the coffin completely gone. Another began to help him but apparently both weren't a whole lot strong and they definitely struggled taking the body out. Things just got worse when they weren't successful to even lift the body up at all and then all the mud was getting on the dead man's BROWN suit and on his skin as well.

I was a bystander watching the catastrophe unfold and keep thinking to myself how horrible that the worst of the worst is happening. Other people were standing there as well in complete awe, including relatives and people who actually knew him....come to think of it, I don't know why I was even there because I had no connections to this man to begin with.

So in the middle of this all going on, out of nowhere HE OPENS HIS EYES. HE then proceeded to move slowly while everyone is so shocked and making little comments, trying to talk to him, for him not to say anything back. When he stood up, he was now wearing a COMPLETELY CLEAN, WHITE SUIT, compared to his brown suit just moments before. He then began to hug me, in which I felt his suit was soft and had some fluff to the suit. While he had one arm half hugging me, he was leading me in some certain direction and I proceeded to follow his lead.

Dream ended.

Alien Invasion Dream

*Original date of dream unknown* 

The dream started out as a day like any other, a big crowd of people walking around and going about their business in your ordinary day. People of all ages and such walking, talking, laughing and such. All seemed very normal and completely sane until, in an instant each and every single person froze in their stance. There they all were in standing position and they have all lost their ability to move. Many were able to talk and use facial expressions.

People were now talking amongst themselves in complete awe like what the hell happened?! All of a sudden they are unable to move their own bodies and have all lost control to move their own damn legs!! And then one person stuck out, "It's the aliens!" broke one's silence, "They know how to manipulate us, control our functions and now they are going to abduct us.." Hard for any person to actually believe this damn non sense but yet one by one they all began to believe. Insectoid aliens to be precise. They believed it was a form of invasion where they know how to manipulate one's brains and made them stop their own functions as a first attack.

Things took a turn for the worse when the expressions on certain people's expression began to change. I witnessed some people that actually lost their own ability to manipulate their own facial expressions! They looked blank and lifeless and all you can distiguish from them is their automatic bug eyed look in their eyes before I see a few in number got lifted up in the air to be abducted in an unseen area I could see in this instance.

More people began to panic and began yelling to each other how this is a true alien invasion and this is the end. A few second later, the remaining people left behind lost their ability to speak as well. All of their facial expressions went to the same bug eyed look and their bodies began to move, insect-like with their arms moving robotically. They all began to move in unison and proceeded to walk now in a single direction. They all now looked just as lifeless, so unhuman mannerisms and a creepy sense of control in their eyes.

Even though I never saw the insectoid aliens in my dreams like one has mentioned, it was a strong feeling in my dream (of it being about) that they were the sole puppet masters. Creepy feeling.

Astral Projection Dream

Originally dreamt: May 23, 2022

So I somehow tried to concentrate and astral project and in a blink of an eye I was in a new landscape. In front of me what an alien animal resembling a pig with an elongated neck with flesh colored skin. Never got to see the face but it had the body structure of a pig. I looked up at the sky and it was a breathtaking array of pastel colors as if I took random colors of a palette and smeared it all across the sky. Looked very close to this but more murky looking:

I then panned my view to the right and it was all of a sudden murky dark colors but distorted and it completely blocked my vision entirely so I couldn't see any further or any landscape or potential civilization.

I woke up but it was a false awakening. Did random can't remember things but I tried to astral project again.

I saw a similar looking pastel smeared sky with a golden dark undertone to it. I saw a human eye in the sky and I concentrated on it. The eye took its shape to a human young boy. The eyes were slowly shifting from right to left very roboticly. When the eyes then turned to shift into my direct contact, I saw flashes of lightning in his eyes. As his body took shape and materialized, there was a cloaked lizard like creature behind him. The hood covered his face but I saw the scales on the body that the cloak wasn't covering. I then heard some kind of deep toned voice talk to/about this boy concerning mankind. I seriously don't remember exact words. However, it sounded ominous and cult like. Before me now materialized a name in four parts. I tried my best to recognize the name so I can Google it (perhaps a reality check??) To validate if this person is real. "Icpqiona Don" was all I could remember. There's a chance my imagination added an extra vowel in the first name. Or consonant. Maybe both. This really gave me antichrist vibes .

I woke up. False awakening AGAIN.

So my mom was right next to me and when I woke up I told her "hey please don't talk to me real quick because I need to Google up a name I saw in a dream and I need to know if this name is real." So what does my mom do??? Ask me a million curious questions. Funny but come on!!!

Then I woke FOR REAL this time.

*Note: I don't believe I actually astral projected at all. I have read a lot about it and have such an interest but I know it's a delicate process to even do it. Needless to say I haven't mastered even an iota of it. I believe I wanted to so bad that my dream mind did its thing that dreams do lol1